Coping

This month has been a challenge for me.  Very emotional as I experienced  Mother's day with out my mom, as well as her birthday.  So what do you do when you just feel bad?  When everyone and it seems like everything seems to just riddle your nerves to point where you may feel like RAMBO!     Remember,  Rambo go to the point where he created a path of destruction all around everything and everyone who kept "messin" with him.   You hav to stay grounded and loudly if need be, proclaim that "It is not all about you!".  Without purpose, abuse is envitable.  So you must focus on you God given purpose!  In regards to what  HE has called you to do, this "situation" is nothing.  Compared to enternity this is just a grain of sand in a sea of HIS love, HIS forgiveness, HIS grace.    And so, I will suck it up.  I feel yucky, I was hurt last week-end, I am still in stages of grieving, but I will find my OWN place of worship and rebound because I have work to do.  Compare you challenges to eternity.  The world gets smaller the closer I get to you.