Expecting

It has been almost eight years since I had my transformation through and encounter in Asheboro, NC.   I remember many details and many emotions.   Seemed like yesterday.  Many things ran through my mind.  "Would my intense fear of death leave?"  Would panic disorders, depression, and my secret bondages finally leave me at peace?  I came with guards up, I came with preconceptions, and my own plan of escape, but I also came with a thread of expectation.  Just a threat of hope and expectantcy that this would be my time.   My time when God would call me out from the crowd and  wrap  me in  his loving arms and say..." I love you Sabrina!"
It was beyond my expectation... all I had was a thread and he met me where I was.  I  found  my freedom, I found my deliverance and I found my peace.     Keep your expectation.   When you lose your expectation,  you lose sight of your purpose.  So expect  a miracle, expect a power encounter, exepect expect expect.